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tamabonotchiHi, I'm it's-been-forever-since-I've-posted. You may not know me because the last time I've posted has been a month ago and I rarely ever comment things.
I have two excuses- school and me.
School has REALLY taken a toll on time. Somehow I just don't have the time to post anything, which is weird. And the latter, I'm just so lazy and unproductive I don't have much to post about recently.
Like, I've been trying to write fics. I gave up on that Austria/Fem!Germany one to focus on another fem!Germany. This new fic is a little experimental, and I'm seeing this fic being only written in a certain way. Half way through writing it, I scrapped about 90% of it and have started over. Fem!Germany is something. If Himaruya has called Germany a type of tsundere, wouldn't Fem!Germany be one, if not more obvious?
And guess what.
I'm fucking considering writing for NaNoWriMo.
No fanfics, an actual original story. Problem is my lack of skills and ability to write a lot. I'm not even wishing to write 50k words... my goal would be 30k at best. Just coming up with a story that could last that long is my problem.
So, because I want to actually try NaNoWriMo, I want to focus on that one story, so that would mean I don't want to write any fanfics during November.
So I'm either trying to write a fanfic to post before my birthday(November 1st) or get a big novel outlined. It's October 24th and I've barely done either.
I've also tried to get back into playing Guild Wars- unproductive as well, but I really want to play again. But I want to limit myself to only playing it on the weekend, specifically Sunday only or Saturday if I'm not doing anything. Now, bad idea if I want to focus on writing, writing, writing, but my wish has already shot down. My computer probably can't handle Guild Wars with it's graphics card, and I've already tried downloading it and playing but got road blocked by I-don't-know. I guess I should just keep my mind numb with a DS game to play, as not only will it save my computer, I could play it during idle times I can't do anything else. Maybe.
I also want to like, you know, take charge of my life. I've always had this fun of doing work sequential- When I have work to do after a day of school, I have a checklist to go over. I like planning out my clothes for the week, I like planning out my big novel, I want to record everything I do in a week to figure out if there's a moment I can take a nap and possibly sleep less- that type of stuff. I want a planner where I can put all this stuff I want to do and I always remember to look at at every moment. Is that crazy? Maybe, but not having to waste time figuring out what to wear for the day in 10 minutes feels good. Plus I've always wanted to try that hack of sleeping less but still getting the sleep I need.
-Hell, I better make some sort of budget with the little money I ever get! That would be awesome and fun.
So that's been my life... Although I've forgotten to mention a few things, so I'll put it down here:
-NUUUU BLEACH T^T
-I've seen a lot of new anime. Steamboy, Akira, Tokyo Godfathers to name a few. Found out Bakuman is NOT a good anime too.
-TAOBAO
-Die Mannschaft. Still fangirling, and waiting for their next game against Sweden
-YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO GO TO THE JON STEWART/STEPHEN COLBERT RALLY
-I'm hooked to reading drama. And lots of it.
-THE DREAMS I'VE RECENTLY HAD- Cons, Gundam-helmets, Gaia, boats, and Germany. WHAAAAAAT.
I'll post again when/if I have something to actually show... or next time it might be more rants. Who knows?
I have two excuses- school and me.
School has REALLY taken a toll on time. Somehow I just don't have the time to post anything, which is weird. And the latter, I'm just so lazy and unproductive I don't have much to post about recently.
Like, I've been trying to write fics. I gave up on that Austria/Fem!Germany one to focus on another fem!Germany. This new fic is a little experimental, and I'm seeing this fic being only written in a certain way. Half way through writing it, I scrapped about 90% of it and have started over. Fem!Germany is something. If Himaruya has called Germany a type of tsundere, wouldn't Fem!Germany be one, if not more obvious?
And guess what.
I'm fucking considering writing for NaNoWriMo.
No fanfics, an actual original story. Problem is my lack of skills and ability to write a lot. I'm not even wishing to write 50k words... my goal would be 30k at best. Just coming up with a story that could last that long is my problem.
So, because I want to actually try NaNoWriMo, I want to focus on that one story, so that would mean I don't want to write any fanfics during November.
So I'm either trying to write a fanfic to post before my birthday(November 1st) or get a big novel outlined. It's October 24th and I've barely done either.
I've also tried to get back into playing Guild Wars- unproductive as well, but I really want to play again. But I want to limit myself to only playing it on the weekend, specifically Sunday only or Saturday if I'm not doing anything. Now, bad idea if I want to focus on writing, writing, writing, but my wish has already shot down. My computer probably can't handle Guild Wars with it's graphics card, and I've already tried downloading it and playing but got road blocked by I-don't-know. I guess I should just keep my mind numb with a DS game to play, as not only will it save my computer, I could play it during idle times I can't do anything else. Maybe.
I also want to like, you know, take charge of my life. I've always had this fun of doing work sequential- When I have work to do after a day of school, I have a checklist to go over. I like planning out my clothes for the week, I like planning out my big novel, I want to record everything I do in a week to figure out if there's a moment I can take a nap and possibly sleep less- that type of stuff. I want a planner where I can put all this stuff I want to do and I always remember to look at at every moment. Is that crazy? Maybe, but not having to waste time figuring out what to wear for the day in 10 minutes feels good. Plus I've always wanted to try that hack of sleeping less but still getting the sleep I need.
-Hell, I better make some sort of budget with the little money I ever get! That would be awesome and fun.
So that's been my life... Although I've forgotten to mention a few things, so I'll put it down here:
-NUUUU BLEACH T^T
-I've seen a lot of new anime. Steamboy, Akira, Tokyo Godfathers to name a few. Found out Bakuman is NOT a good anime too.
-TAOBAO
-Die Mannschaft. Still fangirling, and waiting for their next game against Sweden
-YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WANT TO GO TO THE JON STEWART/STEPHEN COLBERT RALLY
-I'm hooked to reading drama. And lots of it.
-THE DREAMS I'VE RECENTLY HAD- Cons, Gundam-helmets, Gaia, boats, and Germany. WHAAAAAAT.
I'll post again when/if I have something to actually show... or next time it might be more rants. Who knows?
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